Okay well.. i havent really been on much.. im saying sorry to anyone that cares (thats probably only you galen )

As i think i mentioned in my last journal.. which was written almost 6 months ago i have writers block.. still.. *slits wrists in dispare* *sigh* the best arty thing i can do right now is get toothpicks and red nailpolish and draw my awsomely awsome designs on my hand then do the outline in my black liquid eyeliner and then get yelled at by mother lol fun times.. nah takes too long.. i think i like drawing in my diary.. and ive been told i should scan it up to here.. but im not really feeling the magic.. lol magic *runs in a circle screaming nonsence* i like magic.. pretty lights *sigh* im cold >.< and a little bored.. i might go get my toothpicks..

oh yeah and my friend got me a necklace for my birthday (which was on the 16th im 15 yay!! lol) and its like got a tie thing hanging down and its got fake diamonds around the base of the knot and my sister is like omg so slutty but i dont think it is!! im curious as to what the rest of the world thinks so yessssss..

well i might leave you to your worldly problems such as starvation and poverty and everything that i really shouldpay more attention to..i feel bad now.. what will i do today? i might donate to a charity.. unlikely but hope is good xoxo